I'm in Love

I always knew I loved him, always knew my heart was his. But somedays it just takes a moment to remind you, how silly-grinned and in love you truly are. I am in love with my Creator. He is all I want, and he is my air of life. All that is beautiful, all that is good, all that I desire. It finally clicked, I am finally where I have always wanted to be. Unashamedly in his arms. I love him. I am so happy, and he is even happier with this than I could ever be. How incomplete I am, when I attempt to stand on my own two feet, but how strong once I am holding his hand, or being carried lovingly after I trip and fall. Oh Lord, I am feeble but you are so strong and mighty. Be always the wind beneath my wings. I will trust you all of my days...I lose myself in you Lord. Let me be yours wholly and completely, for nowhere else will I smile again. But with you filling me so utterly full I am running over with smiles, love and joy. Thank you Lord, my Father, my LOVE.

A love letter. A love vision, whatever you would like to call it. It needed to be written from my heart to his :~)

Nothing in the world can be imperfect at this moment. For now, all holds still. Still enough that the breeze surrounding me, is the only noise. The only noise forever. It is inexplicably strong, but gentle. There he is. There he is standing in the midst of the fields, as they sway in the wind, the wind that has rhythm. The wind is life-giving, never ceasing. I see him, still. Still, he stands and waits for me. He must have been waiting an eternity for me, but he waits as if he always knew I was coming, always just around the bend…always journeying, but never quite there. BUT, I’m here now, as I knew I always would be. I was just afraid to give in, to let myself go. If I knew how beautiful he was I would have run faster. I would have run directly to him, into his arms from wherever I stood on this earth. I would have run, I would have sustained my energy by breathing in this wind. This wind that never ceases. Here he is. Here he is now, finally. I have waited so long, and yet no time at all has passed with you. You are perfect, you are what I always imagined beautiful would be. The wind circles you, it wraps you up. Who do you belong to? Whose are you? I don’t know, but I belong to you. I always have, I was just unaware and ignorant. Hold me now. I want your wind to always touch my cheek…for when it touches my cheek I feel your love. Your love for me, and my faultless, pitiful, never-fully satisfying love for you. You don’t care. You want me. Someone finally just wants ME.

What a day of realization. Just in time for Sunday :~) As you can see, some unexpected things are happening in my life. Truly beautiful things.

All for HIM,

Megan