Time is dwindling, and I am not sure what to do, how to act, or what to pack! Europe is drawing ever closer, and those I care about surround me, encouraging me to soak in all that this adventure holds for me. Right now though, all I want to do is hold on and never let go. I hate that I am living in that attitude, for it is when you let go that amazing things happen. I desire to free-fall and allow God to meet me where I'm at and catch me as the wind vibrates and holds me mid-air to enjoy the scenery for the next four months.
I think I am ready for such an adventure, I just need someone to push me off the edge and let me fly. I hope I fly, I want to fly and learn and love for the four months I will be privileged enough to spend in Europe with some amazing people. It is my prayer that I will blossom and not wilt, smile and not cry, hope and not doubt. With God's strength filling me to the brim I cannot fail, but instead I pray that I will continue to be shaped into the woman He so desires me to be.
I'm not sure what to do either, to be honest. It's a period of waiting, but it will be over soon. You are going to have an amazing time. We both are! And we can let GO together. Love you!
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